Yeay!
Today is my last day working at office for 2016!
Feel like I'm going to enter a long vacation. Haha. Well, actually the truth is just a long weekend. By monday I will be at office again. But, I feel so relieve
Today, all day I think about video from full tank. Today's topic is about mother's love.
Our mom shows her love to us in so many ways. Your mom shows her love differently from my mom.
My mom loves me so so so much!
She wants the best for me and even sacrifice her comfort, energy, money and even health for me.
But, sometimes I feel the way she expressed her love is annoyed me.
There is a connection between love we received from our parents compared to the way we think of God's figure.
A child will think about God with the figure he/she knows from earthy parents.
If a child's parents are punishing type, the child will think that heavenly Father is a punishing Father same as earthy father.
Well, it is a concern for me.
I realize this fact, that's why I try so hard to change myself because I don't want my future kids will think bad way about God.
But, before future, I have present to be lived. My concern now is to make my mom be happiest person in the world.
I want to give the best for her.
Today, almost all day, I think and learn a new way to manage my financial.
I do believe if I can manage from small thing, God can give me a trust to manage bigger thing.
I want to bless my mom by take good care of her and I need better financial to support it. And I think that I have to change the way I prioritize and manage my financial.
I know that money is not the only way to take care my mom's retire life (I want my mom retire and enjoy her life). She needs my love and care.
And I start to thinking. My relationship with my mom will be as healthy as my relationship with God. So, I start to asking God to change the way I think and I ask Him to fill my heart with His love. And I want His love to overflow through me.
My relationship with my mom is getting better. We can chat more. And less tension. It's all by God's help. I do believe that He who change and soften our heart (we used to have many tension situations before).
Now, I want to spend my time as much as I can with my mom.
I make time to be with my mom.
Even just go to mall with her. Or go shopping with her. Or the most favorite is spend time together at home and chat or even just watch TV together.
We never know when will our mom leave us.
Spent more time with her.
Talk to her. Ask how is her day.
Bring her gifts. Take good care of her.
How is you relationship with your mom?
How will you "upgrading" your relationship with your mom?
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